There was an empty chair in my favorite place on campus tonight. For some reason I didn't sit in it, although the breeze wanted me to. For some reason I needed a man to fill in the chair, as if it was a throne where only a man can be sat in. Well, there … Continue reading Look Behind the Reflection (Part 3.1)
https://xhorxhinabami.wordpress.com/2017/06/25/look-behind-the-reflection-part-1/ Do shkollë apo burrë?/ Do you want an education or a husband? One of my biggest flaws, but yet a very good biological feature of mine is memory, as it functions when it shouldn't and it doesn't when it should. There are many things to remember from when I turned fifteen, such as my … Continue reading Look Behind the Reflection (Part 2)
It is hard to decide whether the worst day in a girl's life is when she is born a female; when she gets her periods and the nature reminds her that she cannot be an "innocent" child anymore; or when she wears the wedding gown and kisses goodbye to herself and says hello to a brand … Continue reading Look Behind the Reflection (part 1)
Slowly I imagine speed sometimes... Me driving a car, a red one, I don't know why I always dream of myself inside of a red car, maybe because I associate that color with danger and adrenaline, or love, or maybe because that was the color of my dad's car, but it is always red. I … Continue reading Don’t take it slow girl
I dreamed about you last night, or this morning, I am not sure, but I dreamed about you. You were still here, and we worked together, and I was having the feeling of boredom, feeling that I have been having for quite a long time lately. You were there sitting, and I was having a … Continue reading Even in my dreams I can’t reach your heart and put MY soul into peace.
Obstacles of a twisted writer in college Obstacles I am in the bus, leading to a new destination, to fulfill my life. I would have said to create it, but then it goes against my ideals: "You don't start living when you become 18. A new beginning comes only after an end, so you just … Continue reading Obstacles of a twisted writer in college
-I don’t usually listen to just music. -You mean instrumentals? -Yes. -Why? -Because I need the lyrics, I relate to them, or I think of them in a way that I could relate to them… *** *** *** Unspoken words of my heart: I create stories in my mind, from the lyrics of … Continue reading Love&hate
Once again I found myself checking someone’s facebook profile, daily love horoscope, listening to romantic songs and watching videos of how to have the guy. Once again I have butterflies in my stomach every time that guy comes towards me and smiles me, once again I keep shouting a name in my head and hoping … Continue reading Did I find the one I want to fall in love with?